as we hear the raven's cry.

I'm sort of craving crepes and carousels in the
dark and snow. But, alas, this is not for me.

I went to admire the chainmail top I've been lusting over,
but it's no longer there to be lusted over. I'm a little
letdown, but hey. There'll be more chainmail,
there must be!







I bet Klingons listen to Amon Amarth.

bus fare.

searching for [exact] change is a piss off. seriously. i always need to borrow because I'm only ever left with dimes and pennies. why is that? maybe for the same reason I am looking for the change in the first place? Le bus. Indeed.





don't you love well dressed guys?

[patrick swayze is incredible.]

carving the eye of a god...

we've got like, a foot of snow, and apparently it's going to keep on coming for close to a week. it was -10 when I left the ice rink on Friday, which isn't all that cold, I suppose... but it's certainly not all that usual here.

i watched 'la vie en rose' today, you should do the same.

What it is that inspires obsession.

• black coats. all different lengths, cuts, textures, but mostly black winter coats [military, peacoats, vampir-esque, pirate-like, classic, china doll worthy, fur trimmed, high collared...
  i could continue? ]
• boots. usually slouchy, almost exclusively black. sometimes brutal, sometimes ridiculously subtle. studded, spiked, heeled, buckled, i love boots.
• cheekbones. like knives, razorblades, axes. sharp, concave, high, drastic, feline, poetic. it's an obsession, must i justify it?
  
• trainwrecks. figuratively speaking, like Edith Piaf, Lindsay Lohan, Amy Winehouse, etc. I don't know why, duh. just like them.
  
• candy barr's dancing. seriously.
• "valentine" from Francesca Lia Block's book "Echo"
• Cradle of Filth. this obsession is fortified by the fact that my other obsessions are part of this one. boots, cheekbones, trainwreck references [faust, elisabeth bathory... ]. s'all good.
  

of course I love Gaahl. His face is incredible, and I love how softspoken he is. There's something about his eyes that reminds me of John Lydon, too. He also seems extremely charismatic and charming. Love people like that.
[and Gorgoroth do look incredible.]

also, i love the cut of her coat, it's gorgeous. in black, please?

sunsetter.

i keep baking, goddamn. lemon tea cookies with cream cheese frosting today.
and I have to make a stupid slideshow for
entrepreneurship. haaate that classsss.



without the stem, this is an idea I can work with.
i want roses on my body, and I want pictures on my right shoulder, so hey. works.

graveyard shifters.

this movie was purely eye candy. aside from stunning
visuals, there's no reason to watch it. trust me. I couldn't even finish it.
[kirsten dunst in Marie Antoinette.]

advent.

mothers can be such bothers sometimes.
really.


it's cold out, which is nice. maybe I'll have a chance to vent tonight, but maybe not.

jesus, I'm fucking angsty right now.

humbuggers.

yeah, I'm not a christmas person, and usually not a gift person...
but I can take a few things. I mean, really, if I forced myself, I could totally accept
one or two or... like, many fabulous items that looked something like :


so, um... there you have it. I'm not a christmas person, just a total material girl. whatever?

unzip my body.

spent hours upon hours going through dropsnap and stockholmstreetstyle pictures. fashion blogs make my life.
I think I want to bleach my hair again, as light as hers. I love the slouch he's workin.

johnny can't resist this maybeline

maybe next year for halloween I'll be the cheshire cat or something.
i keep breaking out, there's no real food in my house and I just want to scream.

silver shadow believer.

I just wanna wear fur and eat indian food and watch zombie movies and never have to follow your rules and schedules again .

requiems .

amy lee has beautiful hair. seriously.
i wish i hadn't shaaaaved miiiiiiine.

beginning.

picking up my corset today. she is so beautiful.
actually, maybe it's a he. HA, gonna give ma corset a personaliteh.

[deja vu sooo bad typing that.]

totally going to post pics, but in the mean time, i just want to let the hipsters know,
BLACK METAL MADE YOU BITCHES, YEAH?

sick style, sick style.

drops of jupiter.

omg, does it come in blaaaaaaack?

BYTHEWAY.

youtube. subscribe.
isistelevision

sick shit.

sexdictator lucifer.

I'm sick, so like... yeah I haven't been going anywhere. It's probably terrible how I'm willing to sacrifice so much just to avoid school. it's hell though.

I've got like this three song playlist going.
Nemesis, Byronic Man both by CoF, and then Sexdictator Lucifer by Belphagor.
Like, I sort of listen to other stuff, but I keep coming back to those. Repeatedly.
Wow, I'm not bored how? Normally I have ADD musically speaking.

the blade you stain.

tilda and razorcandi. they're like here-and-now Nefertiti re-incarnations with those cheekblades.

the important shit.

worthless to me.

so, i've been away a while, plus now i'm sick. it really looks like this will never pick up but i just keep promising myself that it will. my life is sort of chaotic at this moment, however. everything is disorganized and i've been falling behind a bit in school. hopefully it wont last much longer.

hello, kitty.

You shouldn't be here, you should be staring looking at the Agent Provocateur Witches collection. What are you doing? Go on, go. GO!

in her miracle mile.

been ages since i posted, sorry.
at least now i'm inspired and back in the groove
of generally me-being, so hooray.

plus, i'm boycotting facebook, so i should have more freetime now.

walk the walk.

above is in the morning before we left

and below is me in the evening when all was done, with about half my make up left.

nothing I'm saying is really relevant, and I hate my voice. XD






" I went to zombie walk and all I got was a sunburn, weird tanlines, and a red-stained body!"

the tanlines are from my make up, and my face, hands and parts of my arms are all stained from the blood. it was the store-bought blood that stained the worst, but it also looked the best.
aside from that we used both raspberry and cherry pie fillings. the cherry made great fresh looking flesh chunks, and the raspberry had great texture, but stained more purple than red, unfortunately. we'll just have to dye it more next time... if we use it.

we were so sticky, we played pass with flat palms. we'd just highfive with a waterbottle stuck to one of our hands and it'd switched.