in the shade of oak, so it has always been

I can't really do much about my hair until summer [hopeful prediction.] After having waited
so long, it is a bit of a let down to have to wait longer still, but I suppose it's better in the end to have waited for what you wanted rather than to have made an impulsive decision that got you neither what you'd hoped to have, nor any closer to having it later on. So, for now, it's still these
now more than 6month old torturous dreams and longings to have my blond hair back that will have to get me through the everyday "FUCKSHITFUCKWHYDOILOOKLIKETHIS" feelings.

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